Seeking...

Hmmm
Craving the warm embrace from masculine arms...
But feeling conflicted as I am sceptical in believing that that is enough to satiate my current appetite for amorous gestures.

Will it simply serve as a reminder of how reluctant I once was to be contained by the same masculine embrace?
Previously perceived as a hindrance, a means of containing my energy and harnessing it for his own gain...

Still,

I long for the feeling of warm, moist thick lips against my own.
The sensation of breath passionately escaping his lips whilst interlocked in a kiss.
But feeling conflicted as I am sceptical in believing that that is enough to satiate my current appetite for amorous gestures.

Will it simply serve as a reminder of how reluctant I once was to be silenced and suffocated by the same warm, moist kisses?
Previously perceived as a muffler, a means of restraining my need to verbalise the necessary and quite literally steal my voice...

Still,

I take pleasure in the thought of a masculine hand, slowly rubbing on the small of my back or firmly clasping my hand.
But feeling conflicted as I am sceptical in believing that that is enough to satiate my current appetite for amorous gestures.


Will it simply serve as a reminder of how reluctant I once was to be firmly held in my place and stopped from taking the leap of faith I need for my progression?
 
Hmmm.
 
Since there is only one that I know that will never forcibly contain me, muffle my need to verbalise the necessary or prevent me from progressing...
 
It is HIM I shall continue to seek...
 
For a woman should root her heart so deep in Christ, that a man will have to seek Christ in order to have her.
 
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